“…I developed an eating disorder, along with sever self-harming, from hitting my head against walls to deeply cut my arms and legs by any sharp tool available, as I was growing older, my social anxiety and depression were piling up, I could not hide them anymore, and as people started to realize and actually notice my scars and my instability, suicide was always there in my mind. I actually tried it twice, once by cutting and the other by overdosing on a certain medicine I was on, I "obviously" failed both, then a close friend sort of forced me to go to a psychologist, the thing that positively turned my life up-side down…”